<![CDATA[bani.shawn]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com zh-CN Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:38:28 +0800 Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:38:28 +0800 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss 120 <![CDATA[bani.shawn]]> http://ava.blog.163.com/photo/L3qM6gm1xLq1txlqMXy6Vw==/488922034546779611.jpg http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com <![CDATA[演出]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200862293657569 http://www.douban.com/event/10171314/]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200862293657569 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200862293657569 Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:36:57 +0800 2008-07-22T21:36:57+08:00 <![CDATA[心情?]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920085309123429 心情?没有不开心.这很好~]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920085309123429 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920085309123429 Mon, 30 Jun 2008 21:01:23 +0800 2008-06-30T21:01:23+08:00 <![CDATA[21世纪末会怎样]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920085182350871

       不知道為何要寫下這一個標題，感覺已有沉重。先祝福復讀的朋友考試順利吧。
       人在學生時代總是輕松的、快樂的。即使有大大小小的考試還是改變不了我們愛玩的個性。發現原來我也曾這么過。
       沉淀了一年多。發現早已物是人非。對于跌跌撞撞輾轉于小社會的我來說，只要是有人在的地方，就有各種各樣丑陋的面孔。黑與白的界限早已被灰取代、是與非的爭辯早已被中庸轉化。不知路在何方的我，不自覺地對人沒有了信心。原本人與人該有的信任早已無形地轉為懷疑。畢竟都不是圣人，人不為己天誅地滅。可是總會有些賤人做吃里不討的事。本無意去毀壞文字的美好，但此賤人卻要插上一腳。那我成全。從前不懂人情事故的我，被深刻地上了一堂課，放心，這些我都會孝敬你的，我們這叫做禮尚往來，應該的。
       沒有保護傘的我，在不斷受傷的過程中學會如何保護自己，畢竟沒人知道事實的真相，當然不會有人為你出頭。原本向往和平世界的人都已被社會磨練成這樣，更別說那些心里有把小算盤的人是怎樣想的了。裝無辜早失效，裝強勢也無用，現在流行的不正是見人說人話，見鬼說鬼話嘛。嘲笑聲中，我們成長！
       被催殘的80后，不知之后的路。滿懷的躊躇，只待諾亞方舟的遠航。

]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920085182350871 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920085182350871 Wed, 18 Jun 2008 14:03:50 +0800 2008-06-18T14:03:50+08:00 <![CDATA[瞬间的辉煌]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200841354249144 精卫曾填海.飞蛾曾扑火.烟花曾绚烂……只是瞬间的光芒。
人因为拥有思想而惊喜。也因为这样而毁灭。
我愿成为那一瞬的光芒，照射静谧的黑夜，只因有那星辰的存在。

]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200841354249144 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200841354249144 Tue, 13 May 2008 17:42:49 +0800 2008-05-13T17:42:49+08:00 <![CDATA[答案　]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200832121644291 在开始的每一天，都要学会用不同的理由来逃避那个原本应该给你的答案。
三年，是段不短的时光。糊里糊涂地和你在同一所学校相遇，只因为我们是同学，不再有交集。
在那一年的４月，装作不小心的那封短信，让我不得不面对，其实早就对你心怀不轨。只是，那时还不敢面对，因为那时，我们只是两个小鬼。渐渐地，你注意到了我，我明白，那不代表什么。谁都会注意到围在自己身边的小东西，只是东西吧。但是，我明知道那是段不长的感情，还是接受了。记得第一次牵着手么。在那个车站，不是因为我没有和别人牵过，才会感到手心颤抖，只是，太真实的感情，我不知道如何应付。别人都说我们很和协，我知道，因为我不会展露出的烽茫，只能乖乖地在你的保护之下，黯然退色。但我并没有不甘心，反而觉得你的眼中，有我要的全世界。第一次的牵手，第一次的拥抱，第一次的亲吻……我把这些都存在心里。那时的我们，太单纯，也太真实，那种感觉在心中，不那么容易的退色，我一度沦陷。
第一年，我们在一起，放学一起回家，虽然只是短短的一段路，但是我感觉幸福。
第二年，虽然有过小打小闹，但是那感情，依旧不减。
第三年，我已不再依赖你，于是，决定离开你。
你不能接受，因为这不合常理。但其实我，下了很大的决心。因为你，我不用担心周末会不会孤单，参加你们的活动，即使我常常早早退场。那些你都不生气，呵呵。因为你，我不再担心我会丢三落四，你总会提醒我，手机，包包，人带齐了没。因为你，我不会再随便找人发脾气，有你在，我不会再得罪别人。因为你，我不会再对我的成绩沮丧，你都在我后面，遥遥相望。因为你，我不再想依赖别人，决定独自描绘我的人生。这些，可能你永远不知道。YY说，感情冷了，即便是再炒一遍，恢复了热度，但也不是最初的了。但此刻，我的感觉却还没淡，但是，既然已经选择放手，又何必再拿出来回味呢。
昔日的种种，我记在心里的最深处，只因我们不止是朋友。
]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200832121644291 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200832121644291 Mon, 21 Apr 2008 14:16:44 +0800 2008-04-21T14:16:44+08:00 <![CDATA[献给那些我爱的人们]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920083110367943

The furthest distance in the world 世界上最遥远的距离， 

Is not between life and death 不是生与死 

But when I stand in front of you 而是我就站在你的面前， 

Yet you don't know that 你却不知道 

I love you 我爱你 

The furthest distance in the world 世界上最遥远的距离 

Is not when i stand in font of you 不是我站在你面前 

Yet you can't see my love 你却不知道我爱你 

But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both 而是明明知道彼此相爱 

Yet cannot 却不能 

Be togehter 在一起 

The furthest distance in the world 世界上最遥远的距离 

Is not being apart while being in love 不是明明知道彼此相爱 

But when plainly can not resist the yearning 却不能在一起 

Yet pretending 而是明明无法抵挡这股想念 

You have never been in my heart 却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心裏 

The furthest distance in the world 世界上最遥远的距离 

Is not 不是明明无法抵挡这股想念 

But using one's indifferent heart 却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心裏 

To dig an uncrossable river 而是用自己冷漠的心 

For the one who loves you 对爱你的人掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

能冲刷一切的除了眼泪，就是时间，以时间来推移感情，时间越长，冲突越淡，仿佛不断稀释的茶。

]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920083110367943 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920083110367943 Tue, 1 Apr 2008 22:36:07 +0800 2008-04-01T22:36:07+08:00 <![CDATA[朋友]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008213051748 昨天跟一个很久的朋友见面了.怎么说是很久了呢..差不多有十年了吧.见面后都笑着说,现在我们是稀有的一对了呢..
也是,从小学到现在,不管两人都变了多少,但是还是不改那小时候顽皮的个性.虽然因为时间的关系,都有些收敛了.但还是非常了对方的个性.真好.
这个可爱的朋友现在在外深造中,每半年才回国一次,一次也只有可怜的十几天..
不知道这个朋友是不是可以永远这样.平平实实的,,那也是我想要的.
见面的这一段时间,聊了好多.聊的很多的是算远景了吧.我们的目标都很明确...美术与财务..加油吧.为了自己想要的..
]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008213051748 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008213051748 Thu, 13 Mar 2008 12:05:17 +0800 2008-03-13T12:05:17+08:00 <![CDATA[重叠着]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008122114315199 人的经历还真是奇怪...连续两个晚上做梦不说,还是做的鬼怪的那种~醒来之后一身的冷汗.......
还是有这样的感觉....正做着曾经做过不止一次的事情....那个感觉叫怪异啊~~觉得有人在做法什么的~~~乱扯乱扯~
哎``````我果然是属于后知后觉的人`````沈殿霞的去世消息呐``还好不是过了几个月才知道..咳```
果然生病的后遗症有很多...不停地忘又不停地想,这也太痛苦了点.算了.晕着晕着就会习惯的嘛.嘿嘿
.....................................................以上内容为搳扯.............................................

]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008122114315199 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008122114315199 Fri, 22 Feb 2008 11:43:15 +0800 2008-02-22T11:43:15+08:00 <![CDATA[感冒了]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200811753947510 感冒了,痛苦哇````呜``哭]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200811753947510 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200811753947510 Sun, 17 Feb 2008 17:39:47 +0800 2008-02-17T17:39:47+08:00 <![CDATA[新年快乐]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008168404962 新的一年又到喽,祝大家在新的一年事事顺利哦~]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008168404962 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008168404962 Wed, 6 Feb 2008 20:40:04 +0800 2008-02-06T20:40:04+08:00 <![CDATA[尘埃]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200803053111750 只是一纸的沉醉.不了旧人的伤悲.
明明的爱如潮水,终不够今日回味.
再不见离人孤背,只笑人天生愚昧.
周遭不了的余味,且徐徐独自体会.
]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200803053111750 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200803053111750 Wed, 30 Jan 2008 17:31:11 +0800 2008-01-30T17:31:49+08:00 <![CDATA[in the End]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200802393115387 in the End
Linkin Park
It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter
How hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by
As the pendulum swings
Watch it count down
To the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go
Right out the window
Trying to hold on,
But didn't even know
Wasted it all just
To watch you go
I kept everything inside and
Even though I tried,
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will
Eventually be a
Memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing,
I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter
How hard you try,
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme,
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way
You were mocking me
Acting like I was
Part of your property
Remembering all the
Times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way
They were before
You wouldn't even
Recognise me anymore
Not that you
Knew me back then
But it all comes
Back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried,
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will
Eventually be a
Memory of a time when I

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200802393115387 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200802393115387 Wed, 23 Jan 2008 09:31:15 +0800 2008-01-23T09:31:15+08:00 <![CDATA[蝴蝶飞]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008014103438173

 

 在网上看完的蝴蝶飞,这部片子用的大块大块的黑色调调,非常平实

 很喜欢东和恩佳在晚上才能见面的剧情,人只有在黑暗里才会发现自己最真实的一面,两场车祸,那是必定要的,只有这样,整个剧情才会完满.

 不堪回首的悲情是整个剧情的主调,只有黑色才能表现.换作我,或许只能选择逃避的红色吧,因为只有这样,心中的不安和猜疑才不会那么的强烈.

 不扯开去,再说整个片子的存在感是生活在社会中的我们不能轻易忽视的,至少生活在现实的年轻人们都太热忠于追求新的生活,当抛开了往日怀旧的沉淀,剩下的除了赤裸的自己,什么都不是.挥一挥衣袖,不带走一片云彩.这句不论用在哪个时代,都不会过时.影片的存在的意义,只是想让我们更清楚的看清自己.一切奢华的背后,只是平凡,平淡的生活.在一段又一段不敢确定的感情背后,剩下的无奈不是别人能够体会的，只能眼睁睁看着发生，痛苦，再忏悔.喜欢上了这种寂寞,只能一个人承受的寂寞.当佳再一次看着同样的场景发生在眼前时,没有绝望的眼神.至少我看到的只有解脱,解开了心结的人生是最美满的吧.片中的每个人都得到了应有的解脱,只是在解脱之前,都会有挣扎.十分之九的人生才是最完美的.

没有看影评是怎么评的,不管别人写的是什么,印象最深刻的只有那一抹又一抹的黑影,以及在那之后的光明.

]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008014103438173 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592008014103438173 Mon, 14 Jan 2008 22:34:38 +0800 2008-01-14T22:54:00+08:00 <![CDATA[自我反省]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920080673754708

不知不觉,但确实又长大了一岁,一年的时间,能改变我们多少?

奇怪的我,失去了那我本以为能坚持下去的爱情,但更说不清的是:

我为什么要提出分手~!可笑,可悲,但却是现实

失去之后才知道珍惜,MD,是谁说的……害我品尝到了爱情的苦涩

哼哼,了不起的感情永远横桓在不懂爱情的人中间

我一个小屁孩,说什么狗屁的爱情,它不会是我的.借酒消愁也是我永远不会选择的

都说我过得很累,但工作的辛苦却不能让我感到如此疲惫

听情歌听出的忧郁,也不是我要的,我看不起那些失败在感情里一蹶不振的人,

但是,我也失败了,哼,没什么了不起的,日子不是也要照过么?没有人会替你过

好了,反省完毕!

新的一年,应该有一个新的态度!

 

]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920080673754708 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920080673754708 Sun, 6 Jan 2008 19:37:54 +0800 2008-01-06T19:37:54+08:00 <![CDATA[爱情这场仗]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920071131101938998

我本以为,我是被动的

但是,今天我知道,爱情这场仗,我不战而胜!

]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920071131101938998 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920071131101938998 Mon, 31 Dec 2007 22:19:38 +0800 2007-12-31T22:19:38+08:00 <![CDATA[今天]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592007112515445155

今天是圣诞节哦，祝自己圣诞快乐哦

虽然昨天平安夜是窝在家里的被窝里过的！·#%￥%……—

]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592007112515445155 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592007112515445155 Tue, 25 Dec 2007 13:54:45 +0800 2007-12-25T13:54:45+08:00 <![CDATA[闲来无事]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920071113340122

最近闲来无事，常常跑到别人的小窝去，顺便看看还有没有跟我一样无聊的人哪

还真是有发现哪，今天逛到了一个网网http://www.weyii.com/，似乎还不错，就注册拉

还蛮清新的嘛，就多啰嗦几句吧。这个我暂时的溜达场所，似乎露面的历史还不长哦

要多去逛逛了

其实，上班也不时没有事情做，只是，要做些我不喜欢做的事，那也是无奈拉，还有谁会这么自讨没趣地跳槽，

再找一个自己完全不喜欢的职业呢```  自作孽呀

不发牢骚了，难得有心情来写流水帐

最近又同事结婚，嘿嘿，这意味着…………有喜糖吃（巧克力）  说到巧克力，发现MEIJI的MELTYKISS黑巧克力

还不错，有幸看到这篇流水帐的GGJJ一定要试试呀

还有，晚睡的结果导致了可能连熊猫都不敢认亲戚的黑眼圈，OMG！

好久不来了

挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩！

]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920071113340122 1 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/3809035920071113340122 Thu, 13 Dec 2007 15:04:00 +0800 2007-12-13T15:04:00+08:00 <![CDATA[想你,零点零一分(歌词)]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200710471233111 时间它一声不吭
仿佛停顿
我不睡但是也不困
爱原本应该能和被爱对等
你说那怎么可能
我太过天真

当你在我额头轻轻一吻
我竟然会哭得像个小女生
你说我的付出让你于心不忍
那个时候我恨你是一个好人

心还是会疼
想你在零点零一分
幸福的人都睡得好安稳
寂寞太会见缝插针
我拿什么来和她抗衡
心还是会疼
想你在零点零一分
痛苦的人都醒着被冰疼
放眼望去是座空城
没有一个怀抱可投奔

当你在我额头轻轻一吻
我竟然会哭得像个小女生
你说我的付出让你于心不忍
那个时候我恨你是一个好人

心还是会疼
想你在零点零一分
幸福的人都睡得好安稳
寂寞太会见缝插针
我拿什么来和她抗衡
心还是会疼
想你在零点零一分
痛苦的人都醒着被冰疼
放眼望去是座空城
没有一个怀抱可投奔

又到了夜深
世界都熄了灯
只剩我亮起一盏黯淡的灵魂
天亮以后忘记
昨夜重逢有多冷
]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200710471233111 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200710471233111 Sun, 4 Nov 2007 19:12:33 +0800 2007-11-04T19:12:33+08:00 <![CDATA[because of you（歌词）]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592007930114028507 I will not make the same mistake that you did. I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery. I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard. I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid.
I lose my way and it's not too long before you point it out. I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes. I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life. My heart can't possibly break because it wasn't even whole to start with.
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid.
I watched you die, I heard you cry in the night in your sleep. I was so young you should've known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest to forget everything.
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in. Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty. Because of you I'm afraid, Because of you.
]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592007930114028507 0 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/380903592007930114028507 Tue, 30 Oct 2007 11:40:28 +0800 2007-10-30T11:40:28+08:00 <![CDATA[可怜的孩子]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200792624812319

基于要赶着回家重装系统，不得不再一次假公济私~~嘿嘿

我家可怜的PC呀，我对不起你，所以，今天本想晚上不上课来照顾你的，可是，怕对不起妈妈对我的期待，最终决

定，课上完回家跟我的PC相依相随，直到亲爱的它重生·！

非常感谢同事何爷爷救济的三张碟碟，外加一只光驱~艾，接下来就看我的拉，哈哈哈~仰天长笑三声~今晚还睡不

睡啦~

救命呀，向来拆主机都会多一颗螺丝，少一颗螺丝的我，怎么办呀~

谁能帮帮我

一碗蛋炒饭的诱惑~~~~~

好吧，我要自强~晚上回家开始干活滴说

]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200792624812319 1 http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/blog/static/38090359200792624812319 Fri, 26 Oct 2007 14:48:12 +0800 2007-10-26T14:48:12+08:00 <![CDATA[我的密友]]> 嘻嘻哈哈 爲妳^變乖 Kevin k66小王子 Benson 千鹤@星客 k._r ㄨ龍→詠邍愛伱ㄨ ]]> http://bani.shawn.blog.163.com/friends Tue, 1 Jan 2008 00:00:00 +0800 2008-01-01T00:00:00+08:00